I am getting myself ready to go to the lock-in, but figured I'd "Keep The Faith" by updating my blog. And apparently Jessa's head is going to explode and spiders will come out, which would be cool yet freaky if it was someone I didn't like.*Wishes Jessa's head would feel better* She, like me is frickin' insane.

Oh and one of my many crushes I have fallen harder for. Hehehe..and you'll never guess who. Bwahahaha... All I will say is he is a very nice "friend" of mine.....

Oh and an Anime/Manga update:
* I watched Sailormoon episode #11 a few days ago.
* I read and finished Peach Girl #2
* Last night/today I watched Sailormoon episodes 12, 13, 14, & 15.


*Vanishes in a cloud of princess dust*
:D








- posted by nikki @ 2:50 PM

 
From the coast of Ipanema
To the Island of Capri
All the way to Kuala Lumpur
I will follow you wherever you may be

From the moment, I first saw you
Knew my heart could not be free
Had to hold you in my arms
There can never be another for me

All I need is
THE RHYTHM DIVINE
Lost in the music
You're heart will be mine
All I need is
To look in your eyes
Viva la musica
Say you'll be mine

Can you feel the heat of passion
Can you taste our love's sweet wine
Join the dance and let it happen
Put tomorrow's cares right out of your mind
As the music draws you closer
And you fall under my spell
I will catch you In my arms now
Where the night can take us no can tell

All I need is
THE RHYTHM DIVINE
Lost in the music
You're heart will be mine
All I need is
The look in your eyes
Viva la musica
Say you'll be mine

Gotta have this feeling forever
Gotta live this moment together
Nothing else matters
Just you and the night
Follow on the wings of desire
Now the rhythm is taking you higher
No one can stop us from havin' it all

You are my heart... you are my soul
All I need is
THE RHYTHM DIVINE
Lost in the music
You're heart will be mine
All I need is
The look in your eyes
Viva la muscia
Say you'll be mine

Can you feel the rhythm?
Can you feel the rhythm?
Can you feel the rhythm?
Burning... Burning
- posted by nikki @ 9:44 PM

 
Jessa and I hung out today. It was good times as we played videogames, including soulblade and various 2 player Mario Bros. games. Jessa is ready to hit Nemo, but I won't let her, as I understand what it's like to talk too much.(plus I don't think she would really hit him, at least not hard.) She also brought me a burrito and gifts from her trip.(thank you Jessa and Jessa's mommy!) We also went to the library and found great amusement in some of the book titles there, like "When Dad Killed Mom", "Love and Walnuts", and many others.




- posted by nikki @ 9:38 PM

 
Here I am standing strong
I've made my choice at last
Forever
Here where I belong
With you my love, my friend
No other

Lost inside of you
I'm breathless floating through

Take me home
We can run with the rainstorms
We can sit and stare at the world
Confess our secrets to mother earth

Home, down the new road of our life
Through the window of snow fields
And happiness
A new you, a new me
Take me home

Now, I understand
The love we give away
We keep forever

Now, with tears of joy
I'm soaring free
With you, together

Come take my hand
My heart, my soul
Come to a place
Loved long ago

And home, to the lakes of our childhood
We can leave the meanness behind
Under the sunset skies

And home, to the land of our loved ones,
To a place where there's a warm hand to hold
A wilderness unknown

- posted by nikki @ 1:23 AM

 
Forfeit the game, before somebody takes you out
Put your name to shame, cover up your face
You can't run the race, the pace is too fast, you just won't last
Won't last

You love the way, I look at you
While taking pleasure in the awful things you put me through
You take away if I give in
My life, my pride, is broken

You like to think you're never wrong
You have to act like you're someone
You want someone to hurt like you
You wanna share what you've been through
Learned

You love the things, I say I'll do
The way I hurt myself again, just to get back at you
You take away, when I give in
My life, my pride, is broken
- posted by nikki @ 12:39 AM

 
I had a random thought...I need to tell more friends about my blog. Not many people know about it, because I'm pretty shy. Maybe I'll tell some people soon.

I checked in today, at my new school and found I recognized a lot of the people from my middle school. What was funny is most look really similar to the way they did back in middle school. Hair, height, nothing was much different. I got my parking pass (which is a decal). It's also funny who seemed to be the talk of the school.... I saw Andrew cruisin' out of the parking lot, and ran into Jenny. There was a pretty hot guy standing in front of me, and I'd never seen him before in my life, but I think his name is Chris. This school has the men! :)

I went shopping with my mom and got a cool shirt to wear to the lock-in. I also got some neat shoes.

The lock-in is this Friday with my youth group(who else) and goes from dinnertime friday to breakfast time Saturday. Loose description: much fun-no sleep! It should be cool.

I have a "meeting" to discuss some lock-in stuff tommorow. Thursday, I'm spending time with Jessa. Somewhere in this is much working at my job and driving. I'm never at my house. I WANT TO STAY HOME ON MY BUTT ONE FRICKIN' DAY BEFORE SCHOOL STARTS!!!!! One day to just sit, relax, take a bath, watch tv, read , sleep, just do whatever the hay I want, etc.

Ah, I still need to watch the tape of today's Bold and the Beautiful & Days of Our Lives. Hopefully before I go to sleep I will.

On the anime/manga front, I finished MARS #2, and am now currently reading MARS #3.

Here's a different kind of update on me:
Wearing: Capris and a tee
Drinking: Pepsi
Last Show I watched: California Dreams
Hair: Blonde/Down
Cd's I've been playin': "Reanimation"(Linkin ParK), Japanese Sailormoon CD, "Justified" (Justin Timberlake), "Mud on the Tires" (Brad Paisely) & my 2 California Dreams burned cds.
Some stuff I love: Ice Block Sledding, Baseball, a fish named Nemo, The "Joshies" (Hartnett & Jackson), Chipotle Burritos, flip flops, Sailormoon, "mini" things, my car, my friends, the movies, singing, photography, & hoodies.
Currently focused on: A lotta stuff! My new school, driving, my job, church activities, social life, and trying to find a little TIME OFF! :)











- posted by nikki @ 12:06 AM

 
Another great day of confusion and much dissatisfaction with my life. Things need to change and hopefully I can make my life better with some new stuff I am trying out.

I didn't go to a church service today. I slept in, and in fact nobody in my family went. It's really odd, that never happens.

I did go to youth group tonight. It went ok but I was in somewhat of a blah mood. The one thing that made me feel good was that my friend, Anthony seemed to notice this and just walked up and hugged me. Thank you Anthony, you are loved! Good friends, Good friends....

I got a new steering wheel cover and cd case that goes on my car visor. They match and have shiny stars all over! I also got seatcovers that match the other stuff's color pretty well too.

I watched part of the Rockies game and it was a heartbreaker. Garrett Adkins I love you, you were clearly not out, and I want to marry you! (Adkins is a Rockies player who just got brought up from the minor leagues and plays 3rd base, and even has been taught/mentored during his time in the minors, by my man Walt Weiss. He's really cute, sweet etc. too:)

I watched Sailormoon Episodes 8,9, & 10 yesterday. Gotta love anime, especially Sailormoon!

I talked to Jessa and we should get together this week so yay!

And since my computer has finally let me update, I will list all the manga I read while I was on vacation.(manga is basically the book form of Japanese Animation aka Anime, which consists of pretty illustration, and is setup much like a regular comic book.)

- MARS #1
- Peach Girl #1
- Love Hina #1
- Sailormoon StarS #1
- Sailormoon StarS #2

I'm tired.
buh byes

- posted by nikki @ 10:42 PM